Guilty

You’re not the guilty party but you definitely had your share

In adding to my anguish, the hurt I could not bare

I fear I’ll never trust you or look at you the same

The way you handled my suffering just multiplied my pain

I know you’re gossip mongers but never did I think

You’d turn your wagging tongues at me as fast as you could blink

I know I should forgive you but it’s still so raw inside

I’ve stayed away for so long but not in order to hide

So for now I’ll still avoid you, keep you arms length away

Right now I still can’t face it, I can only take it day by day