I am sooooo happy! I went for an interview yesterday and I got a new job!
Just a bit of background: I worked for a call centre for 6 years. It was during my time there that I had my first breakdown and was diagnosed with Bipolar. I always thought that it was the stress of work and other personal things that lead to my illness, so I vowed I wouldn’t work in a call centre again. Now I’m more balanced and am excited to go back to that environment. I’ve been a receptionist for just over 2 years now and am so bored with this line of work it was driving me crazy. It’s kinda weird, why would I willingly go back into that stressful environment with erratic shifts and irate customers? How is it that the place I once dreaded now seems to stir my heart? Am I setting myself up for failure? I’m reasoning that it’s only for 4-6 months then I can see how it goes. I might as well give it a go. I think I can crack it. Oh and if you’re wondering why I would give up a permanent job for a contract position, our company merged with another and will be restructuring. They offered voluntary packages (which I won’t benefit from since I’m not here long enough). It looks like they will be closing our branch thus I will be without work and well a girls gotta eat. So I figured I’ll have something to tide me over and keep me from going insane and in the meantime look for something else.
So anyways, last night I decided to celebrate with my frenemy alcohol. I woke up at 8:30 this morning so decided I’ll just stay home, but my colleagues called and said they needed me so I am at work and uber tired. Good thing we don’t have a branch manager anymore cause I would never have been able to pull a stunt like that otherwise. Don’t judge me, I don’t make it a habit of drinking during the week but I just couldn’t help myself. Now all I want to do is sleep but I can’t. Am I allowed to feel sorry for myself?
Anyhoo, I have a resignation letter to type out. Have a great day!